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Mind Game.........

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The mind is the web in its own. It weaves its own net of thoughts. It plays a game of its own called the Mind game. The mind game is from inception till the last breath.

It’s not only complex but also highly unpredictable. It behaves like an explicit entity within an individual. It’s next to impossible to understand its intentions and its thought progression. It has its own ways and means of expressing.

It thrives for more than what it has at present. It looks for opportunities unexplored, but when achieved, gets entangled and wants to set free. It plays a snake-Ladder game.
It looks for emotions unexpressed, words unsaid, but when said and expressed, it is in a daze for a while. It wants to be in control and free at the same time. Be childlike and matured altogether. Wants to be an intellectual and also an idiot.

Wants to be generous and adamant Then we start thinking---Is it a mind driven or heart driven? Even at that point, it is the mind that drives. It wants to be left in its own fantasized world and yet be practical. It gets nostalgic and is pulled back to reality the next moment. It contradicts its own thought process. It longs to be left alone in its cavity but is still at distress.

Maybe because when left alone, it looks for the company of another mind that matches or understands it. When found, feels it is crowded again. Now, with new additional thoughts and more complex emotions. Takes indecisive decisions, only to regret later. It gets tough and at times too venerable to handle. It expresses greed and ultimate satisfaction.
It gets violent and is at peace like a saint.

Moreover, it is an unknown mystery to itself. It has its own hollow places and dark valleys.
We all play games with our mind and it plays completely a different tournament with us.
Could be a possibility that my mind is also playing its own game unknown to me in its own manner. Unknown to neither itself nor me...It’s all a game and all in the mind game...

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